Exploit this BELIEVE System

You receive on the level that you believe.

After praying, what you get is your fault and not God's.

If you pray little and believe much, you will receive much

If you pray much and believe little, you will receive little.

Mark 9:23

You cannot blame a blameless God.

PERMISSIVE

… and when God finally gives you His permissive will by letting you have exactly what you ‘thought’ you needed. Which of-course was just something you only desired to have.

Now, you have it after pressuring Him about it, yet you are feeling empty. why?
Could it be because what you asked and longed for wasn’t what you were given or because you are yet to have the exact thing that you truly need.

God doesn't want to give you what you 'think' you need but what He has for, which is what you actually need. We most times get this twisted, that's why we think He is either:
not faithful enough or 
He doesn't understand us.

How can you know what you actually need if you do not ask the one who knows and understand you better than yourself. The one who knows what the before was, the Now is and the after will become.
Instead of seeking His permissive will, permit Him to do His own will in your life.

Hint:
Go back to the drawing board and hand that drawing pen back to the Master of Architecture.
God!